| Expectations |
[ 23.4.12; 2:18am ] |
In life, we expect alot. Maybe not for everyone but I'd expect a lot from myself.
I set myself goals and expect them to be fulfilled, pushing myself harder each time. And all these time I'do realized I can do better than that or I'm just lazy.
Then again, with all the expectations set in your life, you may not be happy? Happy like a simple life - a girl who got married at the age of 22 and have a baby boy and she's now working as a clerk in her simple way of living with a loving husband.
I set a list of goals I need to achieve by the age of thirty. Must more about career. They aren't simple life afterall. Because of all these expectations that one set, you'll never get the simple "joy" in life anymore. So is this what I really want? |
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| March Going. |
[ 25.3.12; 1:18am ] |
hello, sorry for the lack of updating because im really busy. been back for a month and so. so much things going on. final year, crazy studio work, massing models and i like my job too :D
never worked so hard in my life before. never felt so useful and hardworking with myself till now, like today! hahaha
oh well, we grow dont we?
on top of that, the weather is getting colder. my mom is whatsapp - sometimes quite annonying hahahaha but i love it. and everything is getting is good. so, while all these things are happening, you'd realise people leave you. but alls well, yeah? |
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| final |
[ 4.2.12; 7:30am ] |
next semester's timetable is outtttt. oh well, last year last year. keep going ele!
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| something going. |
[ 3.2.12; 6:50am ] |
back and here and back in melbourne in another seventeen days or lesser. these much of time, short enough to want you to stay longer. going back is always dreading. so not goodbyes and hellos. well enough, my good last year before i call myself an official graduate architecture student.
being here in +65, i realised the never ending love i can receive, the ever coffee neetups and people whom you love, countless.
dash berlin at zouk. worth going i should say. and many more.
ps. to the one whos back for a good,
"You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one" - John Lennon
you know what i mean x; |
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[ 25.1.12; 10:12am ] |
When all I want is for you to see The side that I don’t show to anyone In fear that they may turn and run Alone and incomplete No more tears to cry No more blood to bleed
I’ll fall forever endlessly When you should be the ground beneath my feet The better half of me
Broken promises that are like road kill They’re on the side of the street Concrete casualties of love Chewed up and spit out Raise high then drop down and now I don’t know what’s left of me
And I collect myself And crawl through the shadows Reach out my hand to the sky and shout out I’ll never make these same mistakes again Cause someone out there holds the key to my heart And do everything to tear it apart By never allowing myself to let you in |
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[ 19.1.12; 8:41am ] |
holiday wouldnt be that awesome without all these people :) and its so much better compared to last year's this time. at least i know i'm me.
ohh this holiday is so much about growing up i would say. people should just grow up, grow up from all the stalking and gossiping. truth is, if youre not jealous, why were you even pissed/angry over me? haha. yeah, these people should really grow up seriously. minus away all the bimbo/slutty moments, i think you can really slam your face against the wall. your face is just as disgusting.
if things doesnt happened back then, it will never happen now nor in the future. be it constant or consistence. i know what want and what i'm looking for.
dont judge me, bcos youre not even at that level to do so. |
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| back and here. |
[ 13.1.12; 3:07am ] |
back for almost two weeks and i'm enjoying and loving my life. my interview at farm was pretty good. i didnt got the internship bcos im only back for a month. being hanging out so much and guess what, you're just one day closer to going back melb.
having this funny feeling where i've never felt before. hanging bears will draw my attention when im in the car. they bounce and bounce. fatty whale which sleeps at the back of the car, makes you laugh the whole time. that smell, just feels weird. that person whos driving, allows me to change his songs as and when i want, telling me its okay, doesnt matter :D |
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| 2012. |
[ 4.1.12; 1:34pm ] |
hello, happy new year and im home :)
it has been awhile huh. so many things changed. people, places and things. so much more about just being home now.
2011 was really great. oh well at least i grew from there and here comes 2012. one more year and im done with melb, hopefully. okay more coming i guess. x |
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[ 20.12.11; 6:15pm ] |
maybe i'll get myself a xmas' gift :)
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